How can this happen again?

Statistically how is it possible to happen again? How can I get BIG FAT BLARING positives on home pregnancy tests have wonderful symptoms, only to be told my Blood test is NEGATIVE? I must retest again on Wed..

First Beta........

Well I had my doctors appointment and I did my beta this afternoon results will be in FRIDAY what a limbo feeling!!!! Although I am starting to get these needle like prickly feeling in my bbs, and the pressure cramps have died off significantly. My BBs are almost a size larger and some smells do tend to throw my nose and I cannot sleep nights.. but I am feeling wonderful. I think Baby D will be OK. My doc put a repeat on the beta to be redone in a week.. he said it just might be too soon so don't fret if it comes back a no..Now I go see my OB on Friday so I will repeat the beta then too to see if I get news there.. or if he will check my cervix to confirm or not.

I smell a Cod..

OK.. the light just came on.. and I am seriously going to have to investigate this.. I need to relax... the last time was NOT a bad pregnancy - I probably could have held on to it.. hear my whacked out baby on brain theory.. My clinic only had 2 stimmed cycles from me, and the cow of a nurse was money hungry, she always told me it was $100 for this or that, $100 for her just to pick up the phone and call the pharmacy if I did not get my meds directly from her. We had just agreed to be put on the IVF list and were to have our IVF cycle started in August just past.. and July 2nd I found out I was pregnant with HPTs.. dark blaring beautiful hpts, I took the hpt to the office and I got my beta done, she called me the next day to say that the beta was negative, but could NEVER give me a number... Even when I begged for one she wouldn't give it, I was told to stop the progesterone (knowing that even if I was pg that sudden progesterone drop would abort the pregnancy anyhow) and We would then spend our fortune on IVF the following month. After not getting any answers from the clinic I chose to cut all ties with them, and she still called me even after I threatened to have legal action in place for not giving up my file when I requested it, well I got a copy of the file from my doctor after it was finally sent there (after 4 letters of request) and what is missing? the beta results for July... I am thinking a visit to the clinic is in order with a copy of the medical records and privacy act in hand. If I find out this is true.. oh clinic your ass is grass. Doesn't it seem fishy to anyone else?

OMG OMG OMG!!!

WE ARE PREGNANT!!!! Well We think we are... Well ok *I* think *I* am, Chris wants hard facts.. apparently he needs a beta result.. I took a HPT and got 2 lines.. and OMG they are beautiful lines.. I am sooo excited!!!